My first semester doesn’t end well . I’m just hoping for a miracle, and of course
doa itu senjata orang mukmin.
Overall, i’m just happy with my first trial of
semester. Haha.. It is suffocating for being so fake in life right? Well, i
take it as an iniative to adapt with the new environment i’m going to spent for
4 years, inshaALLAH. Frankly said, for the whole semester i am not being myself
so much. Maybe i should stop being
selfish ek?
It’s quite hard to face something you
wouldn’t interested to learn to. But it doesn’t matter if i don’t feel it too
much and put it as a burden. You know, doesn’t mean i don’t like , ultimately i’m
not going to do it. It is about, how am
i going to change my own perception. While i’m struggling so hard , it’s pain.
Well, i do begging mak to give a chance
to change my course, because i seems so hard to find chemistry with some of the
subjects. Howeever mak didn't gave me any positive respond and willing my fulfilling. She even scold me . HAHA. I know, things
would turn like this. Cari pasal sendiri.
But
her nagging was so impressive and i do ‘melatah’ and apparently started to
change myself. Alhamdulillah la kan. In the end, i’m hoping i can stay longer
there, face any hard times strongly.. nothings easy..
Welcome Semester 2.
Love. Peace be upon you.
